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12 August 2015,
Annyeong. Ameera Farahin is back. Herher. It has been a year right? Dah berabad kot tak update blog. Hmmm setahun kat matriks tak pernah sekali pun update. Busy lewls, kan masa matriks pack. I dont have time to enjoy blogging.
And today, i would like to tell you gaiss that i will continue my studies in Universiti Teknologi Malaysia (UTM) in Skudai. Farewell gaiss gonna miss you alot. Course apa? Heee civil engineering. I never thought of this course before. I tell you ya, i decided to take this course on THE LAST DAY OF SUBMITTING UPU APPLICATION!!!! Masa tu dah nak midnight tau. Aku memula bersungguh nak amek sains aktuari. Even though aku bersungguh actually, aku berat hati nak amek course tu(correction:bersungguh sebab mama bersungguh). Then, I asked mira (BFF in matriks)
"AKU PATUT AMEK APA NI WEI??!!! AKU NAK NANGIS SEBAB TAKTAHU NAK AMEK APAAA"
Then, she suggested me to take civil engineering. And I was like "what is civil engineering huh???" Pastu, dengan ghairahnya aku pun tanyalah si pakwe google apabenda natang civil engineering ni.... I read all those articles, stories about that course and my heart seems shouting like "Hey mya, ameklah course ni belum cuba belum tahu. You absolutely can do it. There's nothing impossible in this world" And at that time, i talked to my mom (jarum jam dah berdetik dah nak midnight)... "Mama, boleh tak kakak amek civil engineering"...
And then my mom "Dont pressure yourself. I am so worried. Amek jelah sains aktuari tu as your first choice. Atau jadilah lecturer. Senang sikit. Nanti dah berkeluarga bla bla..."
My dad's respond be like "Kakak boleh ke survive bawah matahari? Jadi engineer kena ganas, takboleh lembik"... And i was like "Mom dad, i am not like my younger sisters.. i am tough you know right?" Mama "Boleh tu boleh. But think twice. Ohh no, think 100 times"
Masa tu macam pressure jugak ah sebab hati dah melonjak kot nak amek kejuruteraan awam but suddenly my parents macam tak support je. Yeahhh i know they dont want to pressure me with those tough course. Indeed, i know mom's blessing is the most important at that time. So, dengan redha (tidak sebenarnya) aku isi macam ni ;
1) Sains aktuari - UKM
2) Sains matematik - UKM
3) Kejuruteraan awam - UTM
4) Bla bla
5) Bla bla
6) sehingga pilihan 12) aku tak ingat so, bla bla jugak
And then masa cuti kengkawan aku yang mintak UKM semua ada panggilan inteview but i dont get any................... risau jugak ah. Ingat aku tak hantar permohonan ke ape ke. Check lawan web takde, surat pos takde. Then, semalam keluar result. Malam tu aku mimpi permohonan aku takde dalam sistemmm. Hushhh nak nangis tauuuuu.
Tik tok tik tok 11 Ogos 2015 jam 12 tengahari maka keluarlah result :
And I was like "YA ALLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" *crying happily*
At that time, melompat le macam cipanzi!!! Tapi kecut perut gak ah nak bagitahu mama. Yela, she really hope that i will get actuarial science. Ku gagahkan jua ah dah itu yang aku dapat. USM? Mohon pun tidok malas aku nak beli nombor pin plus USM TERAMATLAH JAUH & SIS TAK SANGGUP SURVIVE DISANA OK! UM tu aku mintak sains aktuari jugak but now i know the reason why i dont get that course. Sebab dia bagi keutamaan dekat budak akaun and yeahhhhhhhhhhh i takde peluang & kfine bye!! Haha.
Then, actually mama bagi je hehe cuma dia risau ah. Kerja aku ni memang peluang banyak but yeahhhh banyak terlibat dengan rasuah. Mama, just pray for me. I promise you that i wouldnt do anything that will make you disappointed. I just need your du'a. Your blessing is the most important.
You know what, i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited like crazy monkey to go there(UTM) Thanks God for giving me this opportunity. I know many people out there dont get what they want. People, just remember this :
If Allah doesnt give you what you want, it isnt what you NEED. Kerana Dia lagi Mengetahui. Keep smiling my friends :)
Hai mong. Heee if kau terbaca blog aku ni haaaaa. Oklah, aku bagitahu sebenarnya memang sedih ah takdapat sama u ngan kau but yeahh JOHOR TU KAN NEGERI KAU. So, kalau ada rezeki, ada jodoh kita jumpalah lagi. Lepasni takde dah alien yang menyakat aku. Yang carik pasal. Yang tersangatlah annoyinggggg. No more panggilan 'pau' or that 'sutun' yaaaa. Ye, Tuhan tu pinjamkan kau sekejap je dengan aku. Walaupun sekejap, ketahuilah tidak pernah pun rasa menyesal&sunyi ada kau dengan aku(dulu) hmmm. You're one of the best things that ever happened to me(terharu tak? ah entah kau baca ke tidak). Lepasni rindulah jugak kat suara merdu orang tuuuuu. Kat sana, kau asahlah bakat kau tu. Boleh pancing banyak awek nanti. Kau kan suka bab bab gitu herrrrrrrrrrrr.
Jaga diri kat sana. Kalau sakit tu, pergilah klinik & get enough rest. Dont put to much pressure on that 'otak mereng'. Kalau ada apa apa bebanan yang tak tertanggung azabnya, boleh roger aku. Even though aku busy masa tu, aku try jugak adakan masa untuk dengar cerita kau. Boleh lepas/reda sikit en en. Or........kau cariklah member baru yang lebih kurang aku tapi tak sama untuk jadikan tempat bercerita hihi. Aku tak kisah, asalkan kau happy :) Ok nak nangis haha. Iyelerrrrr aku rindu ngok. Taknaklah tulis lagi nanti aku leleh kang. Bye mong, kawan ibanku. Tahniah anyway. Maafkan salah silap aku sepanjang kita berkawan. For upcoming 4 years, kalau tak jumpa lagi soulmate kau, bagitahu aku okay! Hahaha gurau gurau. Okdah bye. Jangan tak tegur aku eh, aku sepak nanti. Kau yang kata lebih 3 hari dosa en. So, kau jangan nak menambahkan dosa lagi dgn aku. Haha. Take a good care of yourself in perlis. Tataaaa
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Edited by : Najmi Supian